Moving into Week 11 of the Artists Way
Week 11 Recovering a Sense of
Autonomy- This week we focus on our artistic autonomy. We examine
the ongoing ways in which we must nurture and accept ourselves as artists. We
explore the behaviors that can strengthen our spiritual base and therefore, our
creative power. We take a special look at
the ways in which success must be handled in order that we not sabotage our
freedom.
(again this is just short sections that stand out as I read Week 11, and sharing them here...)
Acceptance-I
am an artist and finding what mix of stability and flow works, which many be
different than others. Learning to accept curtain situations like
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Cash flow is typically erratic
·
Might be broke some of the time but not all of
the time.
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You will make a great piece but it won’t sell.
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People don’t pay promptly
One cannot control these factors. Being true to the inner
artist often results in works that sells but not always. We have to free
ourselves from determining our value and the value of my work by my work’s
market value.
Shaking the idea that money validates our credibility is
very hard. I must learn that as an artist my credibility lies with me, God and
my work. In other words, if I have a poem to write, I need to write that
poem-whether it will sell or not.
We need to create what wants to be created. Let our
artist have quality time, knowing that if we let it do what it wants to it will
cooperate with us in doing what we need to do.
I may be a good cook, a rotten housekeeper, and a strong
artist. I am messy, disorganized except as pertains to writing a demon for
creative detail, and not real interested in details like polished shoes or
floors. Acceptance
If I don’t create, I get crabby. There is a connection between self-nurturing
and self-respect.
Watch out! If you sabotage you artist you might be
tempted to go on an eating binge, spending binge, drinking binge etc.
Creativity is oxygen for our souls. Cutting off our
creativity makes us savage. We may react as if we are fighting for our lives-we
are.
If you are happier writing than not writing, painting
than not painting, singing than not singing, acting than not acting, directing
than not directing, for God’s Sake (and Julia means this literally) let
yourself do it.
Credibility lies with you and God-not with a vote of your
friends and acquaintances.
The creator made us creative. Our creativity is our gift
from God. Our use of it is our gift to God. Accepting this Bargain is the
beginning of true self-acceptance.
Success- You
don’t need to overturn a successful career in order to find creative
fulfillment. It is necessary to overturn each day’s schedule slightly to allow
for those small adjustments in daily trajectory that, over the long haul, alter
the course and the satisfactions of our careers.
Protect your Creativity and do those morning pages and
artists date especially when you busy.
Artists can and do responsibly meet the demands of their
business partnerships. What is more difficult and more critical is for us as
artists to continue to meet the inner demand of our own artistic growth.
As artists, we are spiritual sharks. The ruthless truth is
that if we don’t keep moving, we sink to the bottom and die. The choice is very
simple: we can insist on resting on our laurels, or we can begin anew. The
stringent requirement of a sustained creative lies is the humility to start
again, to begin anew.
Not all of us, always, can muster such creative courage in
the face of fiscal temptation, but we can try. We can at least be willing. As
Artists, we are travelers. Too heavily encumbered by our worldly dignity, too
invested in our stations and positions, we are unable to yield to our spiritual
leadings. We insist on a straight and narrow when the Artist’s Way is a spiral
path. Invested in the outer trappings of a career, we can place that investment
above our inner guidance. Deciding to play by the numbers, we lose our commitment
to counting ourselves and our own goals worthy.
Creativity is not a business, although it may generate much
business. An artist cannot replicate a prior success indefinitely. Those who
attempt to work too long with formula, even their own formula, eventually leach
themselves of their creative truths.
The Zen of Sports-
in order to effect a real recovery, one that lasts, we need to move out of the
head and into a body of work. To do this, we must first of all move into the
body.
Again, this is matter that requires acceptance. Creativity
requires action, and part of that action must be physical.
This is where walking comes in. What we are after here a
moving meditation. This means one where the act of motion puts us into the now
and helps us to stop spinning Twenty minutes a day is sufficient. The object is to stretch you mind more than
your body, so there doesn't need to be an emphasis on fitness, although
eventual fitness is a likely result.
The goal is to connect to a world outside of us, to lose the
obsessive self-focus of self-exploration and simply, explore. One quickly notes
that when the mind is focused on other, the self often comes into a far more
accurate focus(Good thinking.)
To keep the body in good health is a duty… Otherwise we
shall not be able to keep our mind strong and clear…Buddha
A better perspective on life. The things that begin to fall
into place are not merely work associated. Ex: When she bicycles, Martha has a sense
not only of her own motion but also of the motion of God through the universe.
Exercise teaches the rewards of process. It teaches the
sense of satisfaction over small tasks well done. Exercise seems to call forth
in other circumstances when we mistrust our personal strength. Rather that
scotch a creative project when it’ frustrated us. We learn to move through the difficulty.
It is not only the sense of a communion with nature that creates
singing in the heart. An endorphin-induced natural high is one of the
by-products of exercise itself.
As an artists, walking offers the added benefit of sensory
saturation. Things do not whiz by. We really see them in a sense, insight
follows from sight. We fill the well and later tap it more easily.
Building Your
Artist’s Altar-Morning pages are meditation, a practice that bring you to
your creativity and you creator God. In order to stay easily and happily
creative, we need to stay spiritually centered. This is easy to do if we allow
ourselves centering rituals. It is important that we devise these ourselves
from the elements that feel holy and happy to us.
Many blocked creative grew up in punitively religious homes.
For us to stay happily and easily creative, we need to heal from this, becoming
spiritually centered through creative rituals of our own. A spiritual room or
even a spiritual corner is an excellent way to do this. I could be a corner of
room, a nook under the stairs, even a window ledge. Fill it with things that
make you happy. Remember that your artist is fed by images and sensory
experience.
Small rituals, burning incenses, lighting candles, dancing
to drum music, holding smooth rocks listening to chants.
Remember, the artist child speaks the language of the soul:
music, dance, scent, shells…. Your artists alter to the creator should be fun
to look at, even silly.
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~v~Laura